Twinkle Twinkle Little Star.

I forgot to note this long ago. This song is Mercedes' all time favorite. I've got to get this on video! Anytime she is upset all I have to do is sing that song. Anytime. Every time. As soon as she hears the word 'Twinkle' she is calm as a cucumber. She listens & smiles. It's the cutest thing ever really. :)

How's the spit-up coming along?

F-A-B-U-L-O-U-S !!!!

Can you believe it? We firmly believe the worst is OVER! She still spits up, but nothing, nothing compared to what it was. What an amazing (& unexpected!) blessing! She's drooling like a faucet but that's ok with us. :)

I snapped these photos quickly tonight. She's just so silly. Oh yeah, she still melts my heart! Ü

How am I doing? Ugh. I'm in a nightmare situation & am probably headed to a specialist. My dr. is doing some research tonight to see if she can accomplish what the specialist can/will because it will take me months to get into the new dr. For whatever reason my body is now rejecting the antibiotic (I was afraid of that) so I don't think I'll be improving - but as we all know, miracles happen. :) Good possibility I'll have my 3rd surgery tomorrow & quite honestly, I don't know how I'll handle this one. The last one just about tossed me off the medical table. I have an extremely high pain tolerance but I really don't care to find out how high. I am so depressed over all this & I discussed that with her too. I may be a lot of things, but anyone who knows me knows 'depressed' is not one of them. :) I'm just praying there is an end in sight because believe it or not, this is almost too much for me. This is so horrible, horrible, horrible but thankfully tomorrow is a new day. Ü